Its time 2 move On

i relies that 

i stop my feet had a long time already 

im been stopping because 

 being an idiot....waiting for u  to come back 

i know that its impossible 

but just keep waiting...and waiting

being with u...its so happy 

though that i have fond my true love 

a real landing place...

although i know...im not good enough 

so  keep trying to be as good as u 

but at the mean time...

i lose u 

at the beginning...

 i just cant believe that its  really happening

all the laughing and happiness

all the memory and the love 

just disappear at that day 

from the moment that u say u were sorry 

i dint believe at love anymore 

i start 2 give up everything 

including my study... 

because of you 

i  feel  that nothing its important to me anymore 

start 2 give up myself 

1 day at the  book store...

i saw a book...its talking about Paris

how beautiful...how romantic...and the legend 

i remember that my dream its going to Paris 

at the moment that 

i know i been an idiot...wasting my time  

 at that bull shit sadness 

so i start 2 work hard 

not because of you!!

its because of my dream...

So...i...not gonna wait for u anymore 

I've got to move on and be who i am  

we might find our place in this word some day 

but at least now 

i gotta go my own way

its goodbye then..=]

i hope that u will find a much better...

and smarter girl for u......and your mom 

Ong Hua Zhu 

thx...

because of you 

i gonna remember that nice memory about us 

although i know its impossible to came true again 

:)

but its okay anyway 

im not hoping anymore 

"what its yours then its yours 

but if not...no matter how u fores

its never be yours"

 

我已经...不是以前の我了